fxxkit | I wanna chase excitement until I’m worn out

"I did?" His eyes bugged out and he blushed, embarrassed. That was not fair. He pouted and then reached out to shove Jonathan away. "I was drunk, you asshole. You can't hold any of that against me. People do crazy things when they're drunk." Like turn all gay for a second or something. He didn't know why, maybe it was perfectly normal.

"Get me youtiao and juice." No please because Jonathan didn't deserve one. He was a teasing, evil liar than made him gay somehow.

"Oh, you were crazy," Jonathan agreed, widening his eyes a little, "You scared me. No one's ever been so all over me. Relentless."

He shook his head as if remembering. "You are a wild animal, Wang Xinjia. Dangerous."

That said, he sat up properly and dialled the number for room service, ordering for himself and Xinjia. He was told that food would be delivered and left right outside the door and he thanked them politely, then hung up and looked at Xinjia.

"Do you want to shower?"

Oh. Did he really do that? An animal? He must have been bad if he claimed such a thing. He just didn't remember it. He didn't really want to hurt anyone like that so he couldn't help but feel such guilt. He should have been a bit less pushy. Why was he so pushy? What was wrong with him? Suddenly he was gay and unstoppable.

And he still didn't have his knife back!

At the question, Xinjia snapped back to life and nodded his head. "Yeah. You made me come on myself, you pervert." He was just as bad as him, he had to be! They were both dangerous, not just him!

"I did," Jonathan admitted, reaching for Xinjia's hand and placing it on his bare chest, holding it close as he looked into his eyes. "Like you asked me to. I wouldn't have dared denying you."

He was not very good at acting intimidated. Luckily Xinjia was very suggestible, so he assumed it was still going to work, up to an extent.

He let go of Xinjia's hand and got up off the bed, walking in the direction of the bathroom with an attempt at a light limp. "Join me. Come on."

"Join you?" Like showering together? Xinjia rubbed the back of his neck as he watched Jonathan walk, not sure what he was supposed to do here. It was so confusing. Did he fuck Jonathan? Why didn't he remember? All he remembered was coming all over himself and being in handcuffs! It must have come after. He really shouldn't do shots any more.

He got up and then realised he was naked, swiftly grabbing a pillow so he could cover his dick. Where did he put his clothes? "I don't want to shower with you! I'll shower alone."

He watched Jonathan from behind, glaring at him. Huh. He had a really strong looking back. And one hell of an ass.

"I see. You only want me when you are drunk." Jonathan sighed, disappointed. Perhaps even a little hurt. "I didn't know you just wanted to use me."

With a lot of melancholy, he heaved another sigh, then he made his way into the bathroom. He couldn't be certain that Xinjia would follow him, but he had a suspicion that he might. Either way, he started the shower waiting for the water to reach the right temperature. In the meantime, he brushed his teeth. He planned on kissing his puppy before breakfast, so brushed teeth seemed like a definite plus.

"I didn't use you!" And if he did, he didn't remember it. He hugged the pillow close and watched Jonathan leave. He felt bad, he didn't want to be that guy. Even if he was kind of that guy. Maybe he was a player type. He didn't know, he'd never tried. He did break a lot of hearts... most gay hearts, admittedly, but that was for a scam. It wasn't real.

He bit his lower lip and then finally, he found his boxers and pulled the unpleasant material on, just to cover up.

Kicking the door open, he peered in and saw Jonathan brushing his teeth. Not showering. He frowned and then walked in, not sure what to do. "Let me shower first."

Instead of replying, Jonathan simply gestured to the shower, inviting Xinjia to go in, if that was what he wanted. Then he focused on brushing his teeth again, looking into the mirror to watch what Xinjia would do. He finally set the toothbrush aside, rinsed a couple of times and then drank a few sips of water.

And then he walked up to the shower with Xinjia in it and he stepped under the spray. His arms went around Xinjia and he cut off any protest with a kiss. It seemed to work best when not giving him a chance.

He hardly wanted to shower in front of Jonathan but he guess he had already been naked in front of him for some reason. Maybe once dicks were touched, all of that went off the table. With a sigh, he stepped under the hot spray and left his boxers discarded on the floor. It was really nice, he hadn't had a hot shower in a long time.

Before he could even protest or stop it, Jonathan was there. Again. Kissing him. He hated how smooth he was about all of this. He just stepped in, commanding and controlling. How could he have taken advantage of such a fox? It didn't make sense! "Ay, why do you always do that sort of thing? You're so weird." He raised his wet arm and wiped it across his lips, backing up. Of course, he was so focused on getting back for silly reasons, he fumbled his step and started to slip on the wet floor.

Without a moment's hesitation, Jonathan swooped in and caught Xinjia before he could hurt himself. He held him as he looked into his eyes, quite enjoying the feeling of his wet body in his arms. "Careful, A-jia. You have to take better care of yourself."

Clearly he was no good at that. Jonathan had already decided that he might have to be the one to take care of him. Watch over him.

He made sure he was steady on his feet before he let go of him, then he gestured. "Turn around. I want to wash your hair."

"You do?" Why? That was weird. Then again, so was slipping in the shower and getting caught by perhaps the hunkiest man he had ever seen. Suddenly, he felt like he was in one of those weird romance dramas that his roommates girlfriend used to watch. They were always slipping, having untied shoelaces and being flirted with by a cold business man.

So confused by everything that was happening, he didn't know why, he turned around. He suddenly felt so strange, it was nice but it was really weird, wasn't it?

"Don't get it in my eyes, yeah, it hurts."

"Then lean your head back," Jonathan made a very obvious suggestion near Xinjia's ear, while he was already massaging his scalp, really getting the shampoo in here. And the old product out of Xinjia's hair. He had to buy him better product, there was a certain rough charm to what he was currently using but it didn't really smell the best.

"You need to relax," he suggested to him, getting even closer. "Just lean back."

He was hard by now, of course he was. He didn't think Xinjia had room to judge him. He noticed him getting hard as well.

Ah shit, it did feel really good. What was he supposed to do now? His eyes were closed, his scalp was all tingly and nice and he wanted more. No one had ever touched him this softly before or been this nice to him. He let those fingers work the product from his hair and he did relax. He was leaning back, against Jonathan, feeling something poke him.

Feeling himself getting hard. Oh God, not again! What was going on with him lately? He whined in annoyance and fought to keep his eyes closed, lest he stung his own eyes. "We should stop." Or they'd get horny!

"We don't have to," Jonathan pointed out, again, the obvious. He finished rinsing the product out of Xinjia's hair and then he slowly turned him around with his hands on his shoulders. He wrapped his arms around him once they were facing each other, so he could look into his eyes and speak. "We both want it. There's no denying it when you're naked."

Of course, he didn't doubt that if anyone could keep on feigning denial, it was Xinjia. But there had to be an end somewhere, surely. Or at least a break. "Kiss me, Wang Xinjia."

Kiss him? Like actually be the one to kiss him? He blinked the water from his eyes as he looked at Jonathan, seeing his hard cock so close to his own thigh and, of course, his wasn't much different. His heart fluttered weirdly and he remembered how it felt under Jonathan's fingers. How he'd called him A-jia so nicely before. It warmed him in a totally embarrassing way.

"But I can't." Xinjia admitted, though he didn't look overly happy about it. It was a crisis, pure and simple. It was old fashioned homophobia vs desire. "You're a guy." Said the boy obviously hard over Jonathan. "I don't kiss..." Well. Anyone.

"There's no one who can see us here." He spoke softly, not wanting to push too hard. The first time trying to really do anything with Xinjia while he was sober, after all. He didn't want to overwhelm him. Much as he longed to push him against those tiles and kiss him senseless. "Kiss me or I will kiss you."

Now the question of whether that was enough incentive to go for it. Either way, Jonathan was getting a kiss, so he could wait patiently.

Xinjia still looked around, as if someone had broken into the bathroom to come into the shower and expose him as gay. Only when he kisses, not while here, naked, hard for Jonathan. No, the kiss would be a problem. He didn't want Jonathan to outdo him, he would kiss him and he'd be the man in the relationship and he really would be the romance lead. He'd be the girl!

Just when it seemed like he wouldn't do it, he came forward quickly and kissed Jonathan. Not for long. It was quite quick but it took all his nerve and daring to do it. A little peck for all that work up. "There. See. I can do it! I'm not your love interest in a romantic show!"

Did he say that last part aloud?!

"No, you're not." Why would he? Such a strange thing to say. But then, that was just Wang Xinjia. Always different then he could anticipate. Jonathan let out a short laugh, simply amused and endeared. "I'd prefer something more... x-rated."

With that and a quirk of his eyebrows, he made his thought from before reality. His arms around Xinjia, he pushed him back against the tiles and met his lips in a crushing kiss. He deepened the kiss as he got his hands under Xinjia's ass, lifting him up so he could really pin him against the walls and get between his legs.

"You would." Xinjia murmured, pouting, not having enough time to swallow in what felt like justified anger. Instead, he was being kissed, harder and more passionately than he had managed. Longer too. A lot longer. He was suddenly hoisted up, his feet losing touch with the floor. He cried out in shock, his lips still crushing against Jonathan's.

His fingers swiftly dug into Jonathan's shoulder and he pulled back, eyes wide and clearly startled. He lifted him so easily! "What are you doing, eh?"

Jonathan was breathing a little harder, but he held Xinjia steadily and although his eyes had darkened, they were clear and focused when he looked at him. "I told you. Something X-rated."

He had felt that was self-explanatory. Evidently not. At least not to his puppy. He was prepared for that, although if he didn't get to do anything again, he'd at the very least have to finish himself off or there was no way he could focus at work today. "Do you want to? Just nod or shake your head."

Simple, he was keeping it simple.

They were in the shower, soaking went and he was so hard, it was ridiculous. He felt if he backed down now, it somehow man him less of a man. What sort of guy got this far and then ran off? No, he wasn't a coward. He nodded his head eagerly and his fingers gripped into Jonathan's shoulders.

He wanted this. He wanted Jonathan. Big, strong, handsome Jonathan. That spoke to him kindly sometimes and, yes, hurt him other times but he was okay with that, It was just how men loved.

"Relax, A-jia. I'll be gentle." He even spoke softly now, as he moved one of his hands and got it between them. There were a lot of things they could have done, but Xinjia was clearly still mostly a virgin. He was unpredictable and in all probability would be squirmy. Penetration for the first time in a shower seemed like it was bound to get someone injured.

So, instead, he wrapped his hand around both their cocks, tilting his hip a little for a better angle. And he started stroking, started moving his fingers, while he looked at Xinjia. It was romantic, he realised. He hadn't done it like that before. "Use your hand," he said encouragingly, "We can work together."

Xinjia nodded like they had just decided some sort of important plan of action. One hand came down and then he hesitated for a moment before finally, he reached out and touched a cock for the first time. Maybe. He wasn't sure, apparently he did stuff last night. He ran his fingers along Jonathan's dick and then stopped panicking and just went for it. He knew how to jack off, he did it before plenty of times.

He moaned as Jonathan kept moving, trying to stay focused on what he was doing. Keeping one hand gripped onto Jonathan's shoulder for safety. "Gege, you're so strong." Xinjia often said what was in his head, he couldn't help it. He jerked his hips and then moaned, throwing his head back. He was so close now.

"You are a good boy, A-jia," Jonathan assured him because he had a little bit more than just a hunch that he would react positively to hearing that. His voice was out of breath by now and he was close himself. Once he listened to Xinjia come, when he saw his body spasm from it and watched that look on his face, he was not far behind him. A few more strokes and he came as well, a lot quieter. Made sense, everything about Xinjia was loud.

Finally, he let him back down, although he was careful to ensure he'd be steady on his feet before he let go of him. "Now we've earned breakfast."

Good boy. He was a good boy. Of course he came not long after that, he hadn't been praised like that since his parents had died. And even then, his memories of it were weak and absent. He hadn't been called good at anything in forever. Useless, idiot, asshole, punk and bastard were the preferred terms when people referred to him.

He held himself against Jonathan for a moment, pretending it was to steady himself but really, he just wanted to be close to him for a moment. He was breathing heavily as he pressed his forehead against Jonathan's shoulder. "Do we have to have sex before breakfast every day?"

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